lengthy post.
2008, AND ILL BE 19 THIS YEAR, IN 4 MNTHS TIME. BLEARGH
ohgay OH SEVEN OH SEVEN was a hell of a year ( i think i said this for every year) but hey i experienced the most exhilarating feelings for that year. when OH SIX was the year of new bonds made, OH SEVEN was the year where i felt each and everyone of us got to know one another even more and adapted to one another's good and bad characteristics. and every year was special in their own way and OH SEVEN made it to one of the most eventful year i ever had.
2007, some friendships got even stronger while some got.. quite.. err lets just say partly it was my fault perhaps that we didnt use to be that close anymore, effort man, shall put in more effort this year. but they say it takes two hands to clap, but i miss you, i miss the old times the three, sometimes four, sometimes five or more used to have. i remembered we used to have so much fun all the time. so hey, lets start all over again :)
and hey nina sayang and shiqa sayang HAHAHAHHA, this year was such a great year for us. days we spent together, those days over at macs at teck y with nina and roller blading town days with shiqa and our days over at shiqa's with naura who has grown so muchhhhh!!!! tante asmida and tante nina will visit you more often okie. :):)
i love thest two girls so much, hey we watch one another grow up. how many years? i forgot but i remembered the first time i met nina was in pri 1 where we were in the same class living in the same block. and shiqa was already nina's closefriend in kindergarten living in the block beside ours. i remembered the first time talking to shiqa haha she passed me that card in the canteen with that sand made design thngy. hahaha. then we had so much fun at bangkit and madarasah days and bubble tea days oh man. we've grown, we've watched each other cry our eyes away everytime we had our bad days and haiz. i love them so much :)
and SSP has definetly grown this year.
a very very very very good year for us.
the cubs from muzikarama did us really proud.
and diah mai dila fard zana sash sarah sue i had so much fun with you girls at KL
and not forgetting the guys, jeffri nizal jihad didi hadis aizat shamil aj haddad aidil hahaha i'll talk about that more in my KL trip entry so wait for more okie.
hello mira :)
i missed you lahhh
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
this year is the year where i feel even though we didnt have the frequent breaks together i felt like i had gotten to know you a whole lot moreeee hahaha ohgay yah heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee love love love :):)
diah sarah fard
hugs for you girlsssssssssss
yeahhhhh diahhhhhhhhh weve performed together for quite a number of times since back in those crescent days!!! and yeah i loveeeeeeeeeeee uuuuuuu
sexy sarah quackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk i loveeeeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
and last but not least hello oo bear :)
hehe, yeahhhhhhhhh kau besttttttttttttttttttttttt
kau bear palingggggg bestttttttttttttttt
we made it through the ups and down this year
i found myself emotionally attached to this really special friendship i never thought i would ever had and i remembered sharing that rainbow i saw with you on the 1 jan of 2007 and whatever happened the night before, infact i remembered every single detail every moment calls smses we had. i remembered my working days running around the ladies department to get the clothes hanged and running back to the fitting room to reply your smses right from day one i started working at M&S vivocity till my very last day was still spent sneaking in the fitting room replying ur smses. and not forgetting the surprise visit over at the counters you made and you watching me picking up the hangers and alahhh everything. then the whole incident which caused the silence that i never want to go through again. the gap which i tried so hard to replace and cover but i couldnt. ohgay heeeeee yok fly kite :) and yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh as happy :):):):) and i miss our late night convos and everything we did yeahhh and all the movies we watched together. those i recommended and those you recommended because we felt there's something we oughta learn from that movie and hee. you still make me smile.you still do.
and YEAH i made it to almost at year working at m&s
and working with aizat was funnnnnnnnnn
HAHA ESP WHEN HE CAME OVER TO THE LADIES SECTION TO HELP ME yahhh besttttt bual2 pat counterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :)
and the whole staff there.
i miss working
i miss vivocity
i miss the buckeroos i made there.
haha.
and i think i have some time left to being the chief of ssp. before i pass it down.
that will be a whole different story i guess.
and yah, touching on something else , i kinda realise the whole " dont judge a book by its cover" phrase that year but i still hold my utmost respect for you.
i'll miss 2007.
it started off really well and ended with a guhreat ending as well.
but my notepads and diary are getting full with entries. i sorta had to switch to notepads and that diary because sometimes my head's better of typing and not forgetting mary, the eljay. its still there, i havent touch it for months.
hee.
Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next.
such abiguity.
